Most people who know me, know I live with chronic constipation. This came on suddenly back in 2005, at the same time serious health problems came on suddenly for spaceman... immediately after our trip to Sedona together. While the reasons for that may be somewhat more in line with some kind of "spiritual setup" - due to unfold much later for the two of us, it may turn out to be related in a coincidental medical cause kind of way that, to be honest, we have not yet identified.
Though this miracle I've stumbled upon has been being called forth from my conscious calling out for it ever since then, it wasn't until this week when things got dangerously out of control that I became rooted in determination not just to treat symptoms any longer, but to get to the very root if it all.
I didn't expect answers to come so quick!
Now is the time, I suppose, and I am not wasting this new information. I'm jumping in full steam ahead, because it feels that succinct.
Synchronicities have been sparking off right and left this week as well, futher impressing upon me that I am on the right trail.
Here's the short of it:
I discovered my answers through escalating symptoms. All symptoms, even seemingly unrelated symptoms suddenly connect in an unexpected way and I have a health solution laying before me that excites me to no end!
First off, I am toxic. Not just because I'm full of shit quite literally, but because the method I have been using for years to help alleviate it (enemas) has finally caught up with me and been causing serious cardiovascular distress. But I didn't know this yet. Regardless, it is now clear, I am on toxic overload of sodium. So that must be dealt with first. I discovered the sodium connection from two meals I ate this week that had more sodium than usual, and the connection between my cardiovascular issues and sodium became self evident. But wait... I hadn't been eating too much salt in general, so how did I become toxic? I plugged it into the search box and began reading.
It was then that I discovered a forum post of someone having similar problems to whom my miracle answer was recommended. The guy said he felt results start kicking in within the week. Still skeptical of course, I searched to reach about that protocol and began skimming about the "magnesium miracle". Still not impressed yet, I pulled up a (long) video interview and set it to play while I continued my research.
At some point the connection popped into my head. Tossing my laptop aside, I jumped up and ran to the bathroom to read the label on my box of enemas... sure enough, it's salt water!! I immediately knew I had to quit those cold turkey and also felt grateful that I had listened to my body's intuition so far this week and really clamped down on constipation-offending foods again. I even gave up meat again, simply for digestive tract transit time concerns. (Plus, I want to do it for spiritual reasons.) So making the decision to axe my one "go to" solution for my constipation didn't feel overwhelming to me because I was already starting to feel some relief from the constipation, having been eating tons of veggies this week, cooked and raw. I've always known that is super helpful to me, so it was the first thing I changed... again, because before now I never felt I could stick with it.
Back to the bed, sitting by spaceman who is doing his own thing on his own laptop, we both were growing increasingly fascinated with what this lady doctor was explaining about chronic magnesium deficiencies.
I have been telling spaceman all week, who has been trying his level best to accommodate any and all healing changes I want to make, that I'm adamant that I am not seeking solace for symptoms. I AM SEEKING the ROOT CAUSE. And let me tell you, I have been distraught this week over the cardiovascular complications and their boding in my life. My mantra has been root cause, Root Cause, ROOT CAUSE!!! I've been feeling a level of determination bordering on angry insanity, but it's also been fueling my requests for help from my spirit guides with a certain degree of expectation that they can deliver this information to me one way or another! I have been determined to will* the manifestation of this answer one way or another, though I knew not how!
And BAM!
This shit has landed in my lap and blown me away!
Magnesium deficiency, why that? Well, I plan to re-listen to that video and write down all the ways in which I personally have had life-long symptoms of this and how it may help with so many issues I have, that I thought were unrelated, including my chronic constipation. Seriously, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry or both!
I feel stoked! I'm going to BEAT this condition and RESTORE health like I've never known it before! And I'm going to take as many people with me as I can. <3 Staring with... my daughter.
And since this post is long enough, I think I will get out my carrots, apples & beats and start making fresh juice for the week while I re-listen to that video, making notes along the way.
What a good week!
*"Will-ing" healing... that's another synchronicity! I had an amazing dream over spaceman's recent healing which involved my willing it as so. So many overlapping synchronicities lately!
