How can I possibly catch you up now? Yes, still coming to live with us. Yes, still showering me with love and sweet vigilant attention. I'm blessed as I see no other. I'm enthralled as I cannot begin to convey properly. How can one simply slap some words together and recreate the magic, second-hand? Maybe a movie can do that, maybe a book can come close, but really... the reality is that most people don't want to hear the gooshy entrails of love. At least not in a public setting, online, it's too deep. People don't have the tolerance for deep, because their attention has been trained to the surface. At least on my blog, I can gush if I wanna. :]
It's sweet sticky hot cinnamon roll yummy, when I can't really eat such things (grain intolerance). Many subjects have been touched upon, some deeper than others yet, but the big ones are broaching. How can they not? Soon, he will show up on my doorstep as a guest for the very last time. The next time will be as family. We, he and I, will be together-together. That's what I call it. No longer together-apart, but together-together. There is much excitement in the air. And, I love that everyone is taking this seriously. They know.
In a week and a half, I will be arriving at his childhood home, meeting his parents, exploring his world, his roots. I cannot wait. We are building a future together and it's sweet. We connect on so, so many fronts. I feel incredibly blessed by something somewhere, as if the universe conspired for us to connect like this. And, I believe that it somehow did. How lucky can a girl be? I can't seem to find the end of that. Such delights in his words, such utter love purposefully and spontaneously directed at me. He describes these things in great detail, until he's sure that I am sure of his love. It leaves me a puddle on the ground and I rise again, reformed. Gentle hammers like mallets banging out my imperfections, my setbacks, my ill-conceived notions. Who could be luckier? <3
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